Exhausted and Brutal. It's all I can say. Over and over until I'm blue in the face....
but no one listens. Not really. They sweep it under the rug and go back to their complaints where I'm supposed to listen and when I offer advice no one cares, they just want to bitch. They're all comfortable in their misery. I've worked on myself so much these past few years that I can't do that anymore.
And then I realize that I'm bored and want to set the world on fire for fun. Which isn't healthy but also the red flags are so high...and so bright. How do you keep yourself from boredom when everyone is boring? Why is it so hard to find people engaging? I almost wish I was in college just to discuss books and works of history instead of everyone's personal problems.
Maybe I need to do the book club again.
I don't know.
Maybe I should set the world on fire.
~Love and Light your house on fire,
Emi
